2 personality 1 soul

update... (boring)

2010-04-10T10:36:00.000-07:00

hello ... kelly, i know ure reading... haha

well year 2 is about to start.. year one is over... wow we are gonna be seniors .. AMAZING O.O

year one had its ups and downs but well i guess it was ok, leearnt loads of stuff .. so, okay, nursing can be fun i mean it is , just gotta look at the main picture.. confusing? ok maybe but well just know its an alright job. its tiring , tough at times but well fun as well ((:

CCA: ive been neglecting TKD for awhile now and i really miss it and i hope i can go back some day. u miss whacking targets and all haha its a MAJOR "stress reliever" i miss _ as well :D

okay fb : really fun. tough as well. loads of stuff :O but really awsome .. new committee ( the main part at least) was just announced last friday ... time pass really fast.. made new friends .. fb gave a new outlook on stuff. and its kind nice o look at things frm a new perspective :))

omg so wordy like so boring... haiyo sorry ah =.="

haha

okay life still the same miss sec sch ... poly is kinda stress O.O

to all poly ppl JIA YOU !!!!

to all sec ppl allthe best for O and N levels!!! haha

to working ppl all the best! i get a rough outlook of wat its like :D

okay i guess i dunno wat else to write haha so till another post. bye =)

2009-11-08T08:12:00.000-08:00

hey omg its gonna be the end of the year soon and in 6 mths i'll be 19 O.O
okok i know, its been ages singe i last upsated my blog, as u can see i have problems committing to blogging. im sorry bloggie baby, forgive me ??

oaky so life in poly has its ups and downs. Damn it's stress haha . but well so far im getting on okay.. could be be=tter i guess but well slow and easy does it.. (hopefully :S )

okay now i have 2 ccas left tkd and fb ... but well having some knee problem so its kinda hard ..
i know this is super random .. hmm

cant wait for the book BURNED ( the nightly series :D) its gonna come out in may next year XD
AAH!! so exciting!! :)

having a lunchtime performance coming up.drilling is tough but really can't wait for the end results!! so EXCITING !!!

kk im gg sleep liao .. nite!!

ps. im still in love with ikuto!

2009-07-06T07:08:00.000-07:00

hello :]
super long time never update hahahah!!!
ok so today is like this..

got up at 7am( i think)...

went to school to complete my referencing for the 1000 word essay :( (FINALLY DONE!! thank god for that!)

Later attended the safety in healthcare module.. we dint do anth much just listen to ICA presentation...

Then, we had break andwe used that tome to try to like organise ourselves ( chinese elect grp) for the presentation ... (so kan chiong HAHAH )

When we got to class we has a CHINESE LISTENING EXAM (which i had no idea it was today... believe me .. sigh)Luckily it was not bad la hahah
Lucky~ :D...
after the test we had our role play presentaion hahah!!! so funny !!!
our group had fun trying to say all those chinese words with the proper pin yin!! hahah (so glad i took video though it got blocked :( ... such a waste ... sigh...)

thats the story of today ... then tmr have to get up early again ... sch start at like 8.... =.=
YAY TMR TKD WEE~

i dun even noe if have test .... :(
im so lost...
i decided to take the rest of the day to stone about .. :P
and space out hehe XD
*confoundus charm*
cya ~* !!!

18th bdae :]

2009-05-21T08:53:00.000-07:00

yo !haha
today i turn 18 :]
yay!in sch my friends surprised me with a cake.

it was really delicious!!thank you !:]
amalina, lyanna, rachel and thu zar :](so many smileys ...)

ok update...

SCH NURSING

-nursing is ok... a bit stress.. loads of project but at the same time its really fun ^^

-gotta get uniform on 28th May

-got sponsorship frm CGH

-need to take hepititisB jab really soon... T.T

CCA

-im in 3 cca...
1. Sakuran cultural club
2. Taekwondo (i want my black ok.... (: )
3. Foreign Bodies :]

ok im like too lazy to write more...
if u wanna noe... let me noe at the cbox :]
bye~*

food

2009-03-30T03:26:00.000-07:00

today.. woke up at 10 am :] tomorrow's class chalet :]

dad and sis went out to get food for kesh.

they rented some Cd's as well.

i received my sponsorship acceptance today!!!!!!

now i only need to get 2 sureties and send in the form by 10th April then I'm all set ^^,

(so happy) * super huge grin*

now I'm re-reading naruto manga... :]

i miss neji ...

hehe :)

hmm think that's it.. today i ate one container of potato chips by myself
i also ate oreo, drank strawberry milk, ate pistachios, later gonna eat fried chicken rice... i take pic and post later :]
oh and not forgetting desert ha ha :] i bet u cant' eat as much as me! Ha!
cya~

earth hour 09

2009-03-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

yesterday was earth hour 08.30-09.30 pm :]
since all the electrical stuff were switched off, i decided to try to sleep..
but well that failed.
during earth hour, the discovery channel listed ways we can save the earth and be more environmentally friendly..
they talked about plastic bags.. switching off switches.. computers etc.~
supposedly 35 (or was it 85 0.o?) countries took part this year i think...
{green to represent EARTH HOUR!! he he}

i had a dream i was getting married :S again its 3 nights on a row now... sigh so tired cant even get proper sleep la... i mean having a nightmare 3 nights straight.. sigh again.

oh i finally finished reading bleach... must wait for the next release which is in roughly a weeks time.. hm dunno what else to say..
i did research on dreams, ants and stuff.. I'm too bored already..
bye!~

confessions of a shopaholic

2009-03-26T23:55:00.000-07:00

yesterday my sis and her friend and myself went to watch the confessions of a shopaholic :]
it was a last minute decision thing ha ha so couldnt call anyone... we watched the one at 720 pm
the movie was really well it was nice :]

after that we went to comics connection i bought VAMPIRE KNIGHT COIN PURSE hahaah i was like super happy !!!
i still am :] here's' the pic ^^,
sorry blur...
ok so lets see what else...
OH!! UNI CLO IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!!! THE JAPAN SHOP!! i love the jeans there haha OMG i seriously cant wait!!!

i think i haven't written anything about the synergy night '09 yet so here it is ...
there was one group that played the ponyo song haha it was really cute and the whole audience started CLAPPING ALONG

also there was this part where there were 2 pianist who were said to be performing their piece
however after the first pianist finished playing the stage crew went ahead to clear the grand piano haha then later this guy said that there was to be another pianist who would be performing so they had to place the piano back :] we all gave them an applause for their effort :]

there were pri sch kids from SHPS.. they were there they were playing their violins it was really beautiful and adorable :]

i made maple chicken nuggets for lunch :] yum!
i think that was it...
well then cya :]~*

bored..

2009-03-23T09:27:00.000-07:00

hello :] so here's today...
woke up at 1.read manga till now.. its at chapter 116..
at the moment ..
i never said that i was done yet... *hehe**grin*^^

so tomorrow's synergy night..
havent decided what to wear.. i think it'd be rather cold.. hmm..
oh well.. i'll leave it to tmr.. just grab smth form my wardrobe :]

im super hyper... but i sound really bored cause..
im wondering how im gonna go to sleep =.="
sigh....

i dun really have any thoughts of the day so i will just say..
always treasure the ones around you
cause you'll never know what happens tomorrow..
ja~

paper

2009-03-22T06:24:00.000-07:00

this was dinner :] (water,rice,fish,sayur belachan,dhal)

so full.. OH! i had 5 nuggets also ... never take pic...

today i tried finding blogskin but all the codes have smth wrong.. so irritating ..

see my dog happy face :]

table so messy.... =.='

thoughts for today

we use a silver pen against white paper.

writing all the horrible memories

hoping that those memories would fade into the paper

after sometime it does fade

but u can always see
that shine, that scar, that thing that will never fade..

no matter what you do it will always stay.

forever and for always...

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from thy heart

from thy soul

thy hath sold infinitely

the gold of love of passion of flame

however accost by jelousy, suspicion

its something that a maiden would deny.

until confronted with the truth with her own two eyes.

she shant ever believe what has been told of the accost.

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ok so im bored. my head hurt, im tired.

gonna re-read bleach again..

ICHIGO HAS NEW LOOK AND CAN USE CERO!!! OMG!!

haha :]

yes i like bleach.. im a guy secretly.. im carlos.. haha

u believe?

Sacred Gates

2009-02-10T21:36:00.000-08:00

This is just something written.

Each day death draws nearer

Each day memories fade

Each day the door opens wider

To reveal those sacred gates.

Every hour you cross my mind

Every minute i wish you'd be mine

Every second I'm dying inside

Wishing this weren't such a crime.

My heart cries out to you

begging for you to be near

This yearning never ceases

the pain increases

it feels so true

and cuts in so deep

even in my dreams when i sleep

you are always here.

Bonds restraining my every breath

Bonds refusing to let me go

Bonds that mean so much

I'd rather be thrown into fire

Where it'd be so much easier

And the piercing pain would be turned into ash.

Only to be my pyre.

*~ Carma. K~*

Drama Grad. Party '08

2008-08-30T10:55:00.000-07:00

Oh the party was really incredible! it was like so wonderful.

i love u juniors.

i thank u teachers.

i miss u seniors.

i will forever cherish the moments that we shared.

i am who i am today because of u.

U are very dear to me.

like the way a pearl is to an oyster.

or how the salt is with the sea.

i am incomplete nor am i abandoned when im with u.

I love ya'll

Estrella de drama. Now and 4 ever.

Lots of love,

Carmaleela

flight

2008-05-24T06:56:00.000-07:00

sorry the title was really random. hey i took this picture myself ok...hahas
nice right?

my birthday on the 21st.. was ok lar..spent that day at the tampines sports hall cause of sports day.. also spent it with council.. had council commendation rehearsals..
the commendation was on 22nd it was really fun
tiring but fun!! I'm gonna miss all of you when i graduate T.T...

hmm...
lets see what else....
ya.. today i went to visit my grand parents... they flying off for India tmr..
also i just wrote my first story RISK just now...
it was exciting to write
first time i tried this style i hope its nice
please comment k?

THANKS!!!
hmm...
remember that i will always have u in my heart..
lol so mushy...
ok lar gtg...
blog again soon...
cya everyone bye bye~*

My Story

2008-05-15T03:26:00.000-07:00

I have a new anime crush and its on.....

Hagi!!! from Blood+

Hey guys, im planning to write a novel online

i hope that u guys can help me and comment on my story ...

it would help a lot...

I haven't exactly started anth yet .. so until then ..

i hope u will be patient hahas...

i will tag the blog once i get the novel up and running..

Also... Why must my birthday fall on the most compact day??

haiz.. first, in the morning have sports day then after that

still have council commendation rehersal...

But i guess its ok.. (this part don't make any sense..)

well then,

Gd luck with results, bye~*

take care~*

cya~*

私が... 愛するので (bec' ily)

2008-03-06T17:52:00.000-08:00

*Your Eyes Won't Let My Thoughts Go Back to Sleep

Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep.

Your words draw me across 2000 miles.

I don't know you at all, and yet I know

You better than my friends of many years.

The days I spent with you are like a tape

I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play.

Whenever I remember something new,

I feel as though you touched me on the cheek.

I miss you as the grass awaits the wind,

Or as the morning sky awaits the sun.

Although I look for you in every doorway,

I find only the darkness in my heart.

If only.. but for now Gd luck!

2008-03-03T00:51:00.000-08:00

Isn't she really pretty???? haiz... i wish to be like her someday.. hmms.. someday... which is i also dunno when hahas... I wish i was as tall.. i wish i was as smart.. i wish i was as fortunate.. I also wish that i was famous.. if only that could happen..
oh well... i hope my parents wld allow me to join singapore idol hahas.. then mabye i can stand a chance...0.0 LOL...
until then.. i gotta do my best.. GAMBATE!!
But before this, i have to focus on my studies.. all my marks are slipping. Time to pull up all my socks and work hard!!!
Aim
VJC/SAJC/TPJC/TP
I hope to be able to get into a business course..
Im sorry if im boring u to death.. but i am a boring person..
im sorry for that...
I shall try to be more interesting in the future hahas...

...Gtg now wanna watch my current fav. Korean show...

entitled My Girl.... so till next time..

bye bye.. take care .. cya~*

Time flies or is it fries?? hahas

2008-03-01T03:17:00.000-08:00

today is the begining to a new month! time sure flies.. i really do wonder where i wld be 5 yrs from now.
weather i would be able to get the job i want?
the perfect lifestyle? My favoured stuff?
well..
gotta hope for the best i guess... hee hee...

Today hindi sch was rather lackluster without the usual loud and fun people.
Many changes can occur even if there is only the tiniest change. the balance disruption(lol).
i failed my hindi progress test.. but I PASSED my COMPO!!!! 20/40 . Thats an achievement to me! i failed the main paper by 3 marks... oh well.. second attempt wld be next wk or the week after i think... (so exciting)

OMG they still havent captured the JI...this is so nerve wrecking!!!
Gd luck officers! hahas.( seriously thopugh.. i really mean it)..

my mum just cooked my favourite veggie... im so thrilled.. :]
its potato,cauliflower,egg plant(i dun really like that), erm there's still more.. im too lazy too put it all down..
there's also chapatti.. hahas...
so hungry already...
want to eat...
cya next time.. alveda!
take care!
bye bye...

First entry! Cake day!!

2008-02-29T00:53:00.000-08:00

I passed my chemistry test! im really gald that i FINALLY passes it!! heehee...
hmm.. lets see..
We ate jelly cake to day .. celebration for the Feburary babies... SHAISTAH, WEI CHIN and DINESH...
mrs calais said that we did badly for our english.. haiz.. i failed english.. so saddening.(if the word exist)..this term's common test was badly done on my part.. next term.. i shall divide and conquer!! must study! Jia you!
i duno wat to write already im too tired.. gtg for tkd training later.. hopefully i can remember my pattern.. LOL.. Wanna sleep.. if not later 'some' ppl scared of my sleepy look ...hahas

bye-bye..take care..
gd nite to sleepy heads too.. :]
cya~*